The Shape of My Heart ;

I DONT KNOW WHAT GG TO HAPPEN NEXT.
EVERY NIGHT I PRAY THAT THINGS WOULD
HAPPENED IN A DIFFERENT WAY THE VERY
NEXT DAY. BUT IT SEEMS THAT MY PRAY
HAVE YET TO BE HEARD BY "HYM". PPL ALWAYS
SAID THAT LIFE IS LIKE A BALL. IT CAN BE ROLLED
UPWARD AND AT THE SAME TIME ROLLED DOWNWARD
EU KNOW WHAT, I HOPE THIS PERSON ABLE TO READ
MY NEEDS AND MY HOPE EVERYTIME "EU" SEE ME.
IT IS HARD TO UNDERSTAND A PERSON LIKE ME?
AM I THAT SO DIFFICULT FOR EU TO UNDERSTAND? PLS.
FOR ONCE,OPEN UP YOUR MIND AND HEART. ASK
YOURSELF,WHAT EU REALLY WHAT IN YOUR LIFE N
WHAT EU WISH TO HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE. IT IS TOO
MUCH IM ASKING FOR? EU ALWAYS SAID THAT EU THINK
EVERY NIGHT, BUT NO RESULT OR EFFORT COMING FROM EU
AFTER YOUR "NIGHT" THINK. I REALLY HOPE SOMTHING IN EU
CHANGED. MAKE ME HAPPY FOR ONCE. WILL EU??