The Shape of My Heart ;

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Wednesday, May 19, 2010

I DONT KNOW WHAT GG TO HAPPEN NEXT.
EVERY NIGHT I PRAY THAT THINGS WOULD
HAPPENED IN A DIFFERENT WAY THE VERY
NEXT DAY. BUT IT SEEMS THAT MY PRAY
HAVE YET TO BE HEARD BY "HYM". PPL ALWAYS
SAID THAT LIFE IS LIKE A BALL. IT CAN BE ROLLED
UPWARD AND AT THE SAME TIME ROLLED DOWNWARD
EU KNOW WHAT, I HOPE THIS PERSON ABLE TO READ
MY NEEDS AND MY HOPE EVERYTIME "EU" SEE ME.
IT IS HARD TO UNDERSTAND A PERSON LIKE ME?
AM I THAT SO DIFFICULT FOR EU TO UNDERSTAND? PLS.
FOR ONCE,OPEN UP YOUR MIND AND HEART. ASK
YOURSELF,WHAT EU REALLY WHAT IN YOUR LIFE N
WHAT EU WISH TO HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE. IT IS TOO
MUCH IM ASKING FOR? EU ALWAYS SAID THAT EU THINK
EVERY NIGHT, BUT NO RESULT OR EFFORT COMING FROM EU
AFTER YOUR "NIGHT" THINK. I REALLY HOPE SOMTHING IN EU
CHANGED. MAKE ME HAPPY FOR ONCE. WILL EU??

Monday, May 17, 2010

I dont understand why now im so attached to him.
I dont wanna hym to drift apart from me. I badly
need hym. Maybe hys appearance not so attractive
but then... the way he care for me, when he turn hes
attention to me. I felt so... haishk, i cant even find a
proper word to describe it. Tho,i need hym to text me
every single day but yet... only he needs me,he text.
If not.. only silence.. Till when must i continue behaving
like this.Im a human,i have feelings. I wanna a miracle to
happen.Can i.. I felt soo lost sia right now. Need someone to
hear me out. I cant no longer hold on to this burden.. no more,
cant hold much longer. If i continue to keep to myself, im gg to
turn CRAZY soon. URGH! If he only knows what im gg tru, its
much appreaciated.

Temptation

Sunday, May 16, 2010

See this? Arent this food tempting?

How can i not craving for this?

by looking at it, i dont mind eating

this every single day but.. of course

luh, i'll surely turn fat one day..

Which is soon i guess,if i dont control.

DELICIOUS!

Simply cant resist!

Again!

Thursday, May 13, 2010

FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS,
I DONT KNOW HOW MANY TIMES
EU ACTUALLY HURT ME.
DO EU HOW HURTFUL IT IS?
MAYBE ALL A WHILE EU THINK
ITS WORTH THAT EU HURT ME.
ARENT EU THAT SELFISH IF EU TO
THINK THAT WAY?
I WENT TRU THICK AND THIN WITH
EU,YET.............
NO PROGRESS FROM EU.
HAISHK!
HOW I WISH I COULD I HAVE THE
STRENGTH TO FACE ALL THIS.
BUT IM WEAK TO DO THAT WITHOUT
ANY ENCOURAGEMENT AND SUPPORT
FROM PEOPLE AROUND ME.
PLEASE..IM BEGGING EU TO STRAIGHTEN
YOUR THINKING.
IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?

Graduated =)

I've graduated from ITE.

Thank you ITE for making me

successful person! =)

Miss my coursemates so much.

Manage to catch up with them

before headed home.

Thanks ibu and ms chua wee nee

for coming! =)

clock's ticking

Sunday, May 09, 2010

I HAVE TO MAKE A DECISION FAST.
IM ONLY LEFT WITH 4 DAYS.
I DONT WANNA REGRET.
I WANT TO MAKE THINGS CLEAR.
"WHAT I WANNA IN LIFE"
"WHO I WANNA BE WITH"
I DONT WANT PEOPLE GG ARND,
AND GOSSIP ABT ME.
"WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW?"
IM REALLY IN DEEP SHIT.
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME?
IM DROWNING IN MY OWN LIFE.

kill me soon!

Sunday, May 02, 2010

Its been 3weeks of POLY life
and................................
Ah!! School is killing me!!
Boring lecture class!
Work keep piling up!
Cheeky lecturers!
Modules that are complicated!
I wonder how im going to
Survive for THREE years!
-.-"
Im going to lose my life span if
this continues!
ERGH! *bang!