The Shape of My Heart ;

I dont understand why now im so attached to him.
I dont wanna hym to drift apart from me. I badly
need hym. Maybe hys appearance not so attractive
but then... the way he care for me, when he turn hes
attention to me. I felt so... haishk, i cant even find a
proper word to describe it. Tho,i need hym to text me
every single day but yet... only he needs me,he text.
If not.. only silence.. Till when must i continue behaving
like this.Im a human,i have feelings. I wanna a miracle to
happen.Can i.. I felt soo lost sia right now. Need someone to
hear me out. I cant no longer hold on to this burden.. no more,
cant hold much longer. If i continue to keep to myself, im gg to
turn CRAZY soon. URGH! If he only knows what im gg tru, its
much appreaciated.