The Shape of My Heart ;

ITS BEEN TWO STRAIGHT MONTH
IM IN A DISAPPOINTMENT ATTITUDE
WHY DOES EVERYTHING THAT I HOPE
DOESNT GO IN MY OWN WAY?
WHY DOES IT HAVE TO GO AGAINST ME?
WHAT WRONG I'VE DONE TILL
I'VE BEEN TREATED THIS WAY.
THE FEELING IS INDESCRIBABLE.
I CANT EVEN FIND THE SUITABLE WORD
TO FIT HOW DISAPPOOINTED I AM.

EU PROMISED ME A MILLION TIMES THAT
EU WOULD NEVER WANNA KEEP
THNGS FROM ME BUT STILL EU DID.
AM I NOT THAT TRUSTHWORTHY TO EU?
AM I NOT ABLE TO LEND EU A SHOULDER TO CRY ON?
WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO
TO MAKE EU STOP FROM HIDDING THINGS FROM ME?
EU ALWAYS SAID TO ME THAT EU WANNA PEOPLE TO
UNDERSTAND EU, BUT EU CANT EVEN UNDERSTAND
YOUR OWNSELF.
ITS TIME EU DECIDE AND LET ME KNW IF IM STILL IMPORTANT
TO EU.

EVERYONE CANT RUN AWAY FROM PROBLEMS.
AFTER ONE ANOTHER. BUT...........
IF A FRIEND WHOM EU LOVE THE MOST IN NEED OF HELP.
WILL EU HELP OR NOT?
WHAT IF SHE DOESNT NEED YOUR HELP OR
DID NOT DESERVE YOUR HELP.
WHAT WILL EU DO?
EVERY SINGLE DAY, I KEPT THINKING.
SHOULD I HELP OR SHOULDNT I?
BUT IM NOT THAT HEARTLESS
IF I WOULDNT WANT TO HELP HER.
I NEED A LIGHT TO HELP ME SHINE TO THE RIGHT PATH.
WILL IM ABLE TO SEE THAT LIGHT SOON?